Thursday, February 2, 2017










Tribute to Omer Hadžiselimović by Milorad Pejić


ABANDON ME NOT, WORLD!
(Omer Hadziselimovic 1946-2016, In Memoriam)

Abandon me not, world, do not leave, naïve swallow…  Omer’s death is more than two months old, but these verses by Miljkovic1 still drum in my head, and have been since the day that brief message arrived in November of last year (only three days before his final exit) that nothing more could be done. We had known each other for only four years, but our friendship was honest and deep, like a forty-year-old well. When, from time to time, I toss a memory pebble into it, a whisper of a distant water emerges. That is how I still communicate with Omer Hadziselimovic. I told him in recent days that I can’t come to terms with the void he birthed, that his absence from life is unexcused--and his death utterly unfounded.

We found each other late in life, under strange circumstances, and, like in that unforgettable Eugenio Montale poem, I can say that even so it has been short, our long journey, I still went, arm in arm with Omer, down a million stairs of his translator’s workshop. He led me into secret chambers, unlocked treasure trunks, entrusted me with valuable documents, taught me to love at least five American poets of whom I only knew before, but to whose poetry I am now addicted. Even my own poems are more recognizable to me today because of Omer; by translating them into English, he sharpened the farsighted focus on that one pair of my glasses:

                  FR. OMER

                       Dedicated to Omer Hadžiselimović

Just as we are soft when it comes to the faults
of our own children, I could not step back from
my poems and view them with objective eyes.
I was not capable of reading them as someone
else's until the time when, at a resting-place for
diligences, my path crossed with Fr. Omer's.

Fr. Omer sat in a darkened room going through
freshly arrived mail. Now and then, coughing
or putting down his monocle, he'd startle the flame
on the candle. He'd bring my letters to his ear
and listen to them for a long time before copying
them to the reserve language and arranging
them in a shoebox. Today I got the package
and am sorting the mail that has just arrived.
I'm bringing my poems to my ear and listening
to them for the first time as someone else.

He was born in 1946, and lived in Sarajevo until 1994. Majored in English and German, got his Master’s degree, then his doctorate, taught at the Faculty of Philosophy at the University of Sarajevo, and along the way was promoted to the top academic ranks. It was as if he didn’t remember any of it!  His academic interests centered around English and American history and American literature. I never asked questions! He lived through the two most difficult years of the Sarajevo siege. Never talked much about it! From 1994 on he lived in the United States, taught at Loyola University in Chicago, participated in a number of literary projects, wrote, translated, received several recognitions, awards… Never boasted! With Marko Vesovic, the best contemporary living expert on how to read poetry, translated to and from English. Totally opposite personalities, yet top notch translations… I, too, remember exchanging up to twenty messages with Fr. Omer before settling upon the perfect English words while translating some tough verses of mine. I don’t know how he had the patience, or how he could even put up with an English language ignoramus like me.

Plans are made to fail, and when I peer into my sehara2 filled with memories of Omer, the first thing I see is what’s missing: a planned reunion on Hvar in the summer of 2016, strolls along the plowed sea, hikes to the old tavern in the abandoned village of Humac … His Dina and Belma, so far away, whom he misses all the time, his Esma, always at his side, never whimpering. Who will translate this poetry for us now? Then again, haven’t we already translated everything, is there even anything left to say?

                 TYPESETTER

I have all the words, in all their nuances,
but there is nothing to speak anymore.

It's clear I'm in pitch darkness, the only
light - the eyes of keyholes. It's unclear
which side the precipices are on.

I have all the keys, I keep them in coded
safes. But I find it harder and harder to love:
there is no one to open them to anymore.

Omer has been dead for more than two months now, and I don’t know if his ashes have been given to the winds to scatter selflessly across continents. I haven’t asked! When you are dust in one place, you are dust everywhere. That way you’re returning home. Perhaps by the same road, carrying the same beauty and the same dangers so they can surprise you in an unfamiliar place.

Judging by the anachronistic moral principles he followed, Omer Hadziselimovic wasn’t really of this world. Rather, I would say that he belonged to another long-extinct human species, but somehow, like in a bad movie, accidentally slipped into the future. Now everything is in its right place again, and I believe that someone will soon stumble upon Omer’s stećak3 while wandering through some Bosnian Bogomil4 necropolis. And that, on that ancient stone, one will still be able to glimpse the fitting epitaph: He never said MINE or YOURS, never that icy word.5
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1 Branko Miljkovića post-World War Serbian poet who ended his own life aged twenty-seven.
2 Sehara, an artfully adorned box or trunk used for keeping the most precious belongings.
3 Stećak, medieval tombstones in Bosnia and Herzegovina and its neighboring countries.
4 Bogomils, members of the medieval Bosnian church, followers of the religious and political movement that originated in the tenth century as a response to the social stratification and as opposition to the state and church authorities.
5 Lightly modified verse of Greek poet Konstantinos Kavafis
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Translated by Esma Hadziselimovic (Milorad Pejic’s poems translated by Omer Hadziselimovic)

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Milorad Pejić:

NE NAPUŠTAJ ME SVIJETE!
(Omer Hadžiselimović 1946-2016, Sjećanje)

Ne napuštaj me svete, ne idi naivna lasto… Omerova smrt stara je već više od dva mjeseca ali mi ovi Miljkovićevi stihovi jednako bubnjaju u glavi sve od onog trenutka kad mi je u novembru prošle godina (samo tri dana prije njegovog definitivnog odlaska) stigla ona kratka poruka da se više ništa za njega ne može učiniti. Poznavali smo se svega četiri godine ali bilo je iskreno i duboko naše prijateljstvo kao bunar od četrdeset godina. Iz njega se javi šapat daleke vode kad ubacim ponekad kamičak sjećanja. Tako još uvijek komuniciram sa Omerom Hadžiselimovićem. Rekao sam mu ovih dana da ne mogu da se pomirim sa prazninom koju je porodio i da je njegovo odsustvo iz života naprosto neopravdano i njegova smrt potpuno neosnovana.

Našli smo se pokasno u životu, pod sticajem čudnih okolnosti, i kao u onoj jednoj nezaboravnoj pjesmi Eugenia Montalea mogu reći da bilo je kratko naše dugo putovanje ali stigao sam ipak da, zajedno s Omerom, siđem makar niz milion stepenica njegove prevodilačke radionice. Uveo me u tajne odaje, otključao blaga, povjerio mi na čuvanje vrijednosne papire, naučio me da volim najmanje pet američkih pjesnika o kojima sam do tada samo znao a danas sam njihove poezije ovisnik. Danas su mi i moje vlastite pjesme prepoznatljivije jer mi je Omer, prevodeći ih na engleski, izoštrio dioptriju na onom jednom paru naočala za daljinu:

          FRA OMER
                             Za Omera Hadžiselimovića

Na isti način na koji smo bolećivi spram mana
vlastite djece, nisam se mogao odmaći od
svojih pjesama i sagledati ih očima objektivnim.
Nisam ih mogao čitati kao nečije druge
sve dok mi se jednom, na odmorištu diližansi,
putevi ne ukrstiše sa putevima Fra Omerovim.

Fra Omer je sjedio u zamračenoj sobi i prebirao
dospjelu poštu. Ponekad bi kašljem ili ispuštanjem
monokla poplašio plamen na svijeći. Prinosio je
uhu i dugo slušao moja pisma prije no što bi ih
prepisivao na rezervni jezik i slagao u kutiju
za cipele. Danas sam dobio paket i razvrstavam
prispjelu poštu. Prinosim uhu i slušam po prvi put
svoje pjesme kao neko drugi.

Rodio se 1946. i živio u Sarajevu sve do 1994. Studirao anglistiku i germanistiku, magistrirao, doktorirao, radio na Filozofskom fakultetu, dobio sva univerzitetska zvanja. Kao da ih se nije sjećao! Bavio se pretežno engleskom i američkom historijom i američkom književnošću. Nisam ga zapitkivao! Izdržao dvije najteže godine opsade Sarajeva. Malo je o tome pričao! Od 1994 živio u USA, radio kao profesor na Univerzitetu Loyola u Čikagu, učestvovao u mnogim književnim projektima, pisao, prevodio, dobio mnoga priznanja, nagrade... Nije se nikad hvalio! Sa Markom Vešovićem, za čitanje poezije najvećim živim ekspertom našeg vremena, prevodio je na engleski i sa engleskog. Dva različita temperamenta, vrhunski prevodi... Znao sam i sam sa Fra-Omerom razmijeniti i po dvadesetak poruka prije nego bismo pronašli pravi engleski izraz za poneku tešku riječ pri prevođenju mojih stihova. Ne znam kako je imao živce, ne znam kako me je, ovako nepismenog za engleski, uopšte trpio.

Planovi su da propadaju i kad zavirim u seharu uspomena na Omera vidim prvo ono što mi u njoj nedostaje: jedan dogovoreni susret na Hvaru ljeta 2016, šetnje kraj uzoranog mora, izlet do konobe u napuštenom selu Humac... Njegova Dina i Belma koje su daleko i koje mu stalno nedostaju, njegova Esma koja je stalno uz njega a ne kmeči. Ko će nam sada tu poeziju prevoditi na engleski? Ali zar nismo već sve preveli, zar je potrebno da se više bilo šta govori?

                                 SLOVOSLAGAR


Sve riječi imam, u svim nijansama,
samo nema više šta da se govori.

Jasno je da sam u mrklom mraku,
jedina svjetlost – oči ključaonica.
Nije sigurno s koje strane su ponori.

Imam sve ključeve, čuvam ih pod
šifrom u kasama. Samo sve teže
volim: nema više kome da se otvori.


Omerova smrt stara je više od dva mjesaca i ne znam još da li je njegov prah predan vjetru da ga nesebično rasprši po kontinentima. Nisam pitao! Jer svejedno je. Kad si prah na jednom mjestu – prah si svagdje. Na taj način vraćaš se kući. Možda istim putem, noseći sa sobom istu ljepotu i iste opasnosti da te u nepoznatu kraju iznenađuju.

Sudeći prema anahronosti moralnih principa koje je slijedio, Omer Hadžiselimović zapravo nije ni bio od ovog svijeta. Prije bih rekao da je pripadao jednoj drugoj, odavno izumrloj ljudskoj vrsti ali je nekim slučajem, kao u lošem filmu, upao u budućnost. Sada je opet sve na svom mjestu i vjerujem da će neko uskoro nabasati na Omerov stećak tumarajući po nekoj od nekropola bosanskih Bogumila. I da će se na tom davnom kamenu još uvijek moći razabrati urezan epitaf koji savršeno pristaje: Nikada nije rekao MOJE ili TVOJE, nikad tu ledenu riječ*.

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 * Neznatno modifikovan stih grčkog pjesnika Kostantinosa Kavafisa

All Work - Copyright 2017 by Milorad Pejic - All Rights Reserved

Saturday, December 17, 2016

Protest Series - David H. Rommereim

We are pleased to offer a poem and two thoughtful and timely essays by the Reverend David H. Rommereim as part of our Protest Series.

The poem appears on this page. You can access each essay by clicking on its title, below.

All work Copyright©2016 by David H. Rommereim – All Rights Reserved




“What do you hear?”

David H. Rommereim

What do you hear?
Is it what I said?
Or have you listened
with your, inner voice?

The morning news announced,
‘An election is completed.
We have a new president.
He has begun….’

And what I heard is:
‘A new president has a big gun.’

I guess you know what I hear
about this man.
I hope to listen, then ask,
whether he can holster his guns,
keep his finger off the trigger,
mouth off the spit.

Then he may keep a good job,
with perfect insurance,
and a decent pension.

If he is fired,
he will become
one of millions
who have given up
on the  unemployment line,
and stuck their nose into anger,
spit into slime,
and listen only to the voices
without purpose of those
who, after getting spit on,
replace the batteries of hearing aids,
and look for a chance
to join in the song of the future.

Thursday, December 15, 2016

Protest Series - Thom Brucie

“River Run

Thom Brucie


Thaw, river, and unleash spring;
yank deadwood from the banks.
Spill forth and
resurrect all sleeping trees.
Roil your muddy stomach;
replenish the rekindled silt.
Revive the slumbering boulders which
adorn your path,
and enduring no caution,
feed the funnel mouth
of salt sea depth which makes all continents
islands of remote topography;
and shape the same intimacy between humans
as river run to ocean deep.



“The Parable of Faith”

Thom Brucie

Once upon a time, there was a crazy, homeless man with a dirty beard and a cardboard sign which read, "The End Is Near Here." His name was Marty.

Marty considered himself a bit of a political pundit, but no one paid much attention to him.

However, during the election year with its talk of civil cacophony, the Democrats and the Republicans began insisting in public proclamations that freedom was, in fact, a reality, and they sent television reporters to find the stories of real Americans.

One of them found Marty.

"We're trying to tell the stories of real freedom in America," the reporter said. "Won't you tell us yours?"

"Sure," Marty answered.

He coughed to clear his throat. He looked into the camera. Then, quietly, and without undue exaggeration, he told the parable of faith.
           
They hung the men naked like sausages from poles with ropes tied to their arms and legs, their heads all pointing down toward the dusty soil, and their backs curled against the tension of the ropes. They always killed three at a time under the little tent-bungalow set up in the park so everyone could watch.

At first, the executions were barbarous. Colonel Veritilious, the Colonel, used a machete to hack open a kidney or to cut off a head. Sometimes a body pulled apart at the sudden release of stress, and as body parts fell toward the ground, blood splattered on the observers.

On one occasion in the sweltering evening of a sun-soaked July, he missed the kidney and he cut into the spine of the victim, and the victim claimed to feel nothing. This discovery eventually gave the Colonel the ability to allow men to die without pain. Soon, families of those condemned began to bring the Colonel bribes so that he would utilize his secrets and kill their loved one with the painless death.

Originally, these killings were intended merely to subdue the citizens, to assure their obedience, and, after a time, they became ritual, regarded with a certain amount of sacred mystery. The Colonel even added a well dressed young man as an assistant who carried the machete like a relic in a hardwood sheath wrapped with braided twine made from the string of salt water palm leaves.

The machete was kept so sharp that its slightest touch drew blood.

The Colonel walked behind those hanging from the poles. He would pull the long knife from its sheath. He would slice open the back at the position of the kidney. And then he would administer a slice at the spine, one location, near the number four Lumbar, for a painless, numb, death, another location, near the number three Cervical, for an excruciating, prolonged one.

The painfulness of this second cut was said to be greater than broken bones, burned skin, and the sting of swarming ants combined. Therefore, the Colonel became wealthy from the bribes of families wishing to protect their loved ones from anguish and torment.

Eventually, the Colonel became so skillful that he could remove the machete from its wooden sheath soundlessly, and the knife grew so sharp it could open a human body with no more sound than that of a moth drying its wings.

For this reason silence was imposed during the executions.

Finally, the Colonel became so adept at killing that he could perform this task without even the need for the machete. At his mere gesture, kidneys burst open and spines split. If ever a victim displeased the Colonel, or if the family could not afford his rather expensive fee, he simply touched the wretched victim at the base of the neck which brought on the death of agony.

For a long time the executions were accomplished without incident until it was the turn of a simple-minded shoe cobbler to die. This one claimed that the Colonel found him distasteful because of his poverty, and he claimed that in spite of the fact that his family had paid half the fee for a painless death, all they could afford, the Colonel was nevertheless about to administer the death of agony.

His cries grew louder and louder, breaking the sacred law of silence, and the Colonel, in retribution, did touch the base of his neck, but slightly off-center, so that the cobbler screamed in agony for days. His moans and anguish echoed off the hills and reverberated within the hollows of trees so that even animals trembled in torment.

Finally, on the third day, he died.

This brought a new phenomenon – death by proclamation.

So agonizing was the dying of the young man, so horrible his cries of affliction, so precisely were his screams encoded into the minds of the villagers that now, when the Colonel sends his soldiers to escort the victims to the ropes, the loved ones merely pay the fee to the agents, and the victim voluntarily dies at home within the hour.

When Marty finished the parable, both the interviewer and the photographer, shocked by the tale, stood speechless, while the cameraman, somewhat mesmerized, continued to hold the record button.

Marty shrugged, picked up his sign, and smiled into the still running camera.

Eventually, the reporter rushed the unedited copy to leaders of both the Democratic and the Republican parties. In a rare gesture of authentic bi-partisanship, they ordered Marty jailed.

The reporter led the agents to Marty's homeless home, and they took him to a prison where they tortured him without mercy. They stretched him out on the pain-inducing table allowing the machine to inflict its precise afflictions.

As Marty twisted in agony, he cried out in anguish and in torment.

Yet, those outside who heard the cries could not remember the meaning of the sounds.


Copyright©2016 by Thom Brucie – All Rights Reserved

Friday, December 9, 2016

Protest Series - Sharon Scholl

“Second Thoughts on the Second Amendment”

Sharon Scholl

Not reason – but romance,
power in the palm,
death dancing on the finger tips.

Not sense – but swagger,
street punks wearing menace
like a sport coat,
hunters hoisting bloody fur
above the grisly door to manhood.

Not deliberation – but delight,
the stroking hand gliding down the barrel,
the sensual satisfaction of a smoking bore.

Not study – but status,
the video hero spraying
a fire fan of bullets.

Blind fear – security in a desk drawer.
Blind rage – revenge by fire power.
The shotgun in the truck,
the pistol on the hip.
not reason – but romance.



“The Mute”

Sharon Scholl

She never spoke again
after the rape.

Not from fear, for what worse
might she suffer.

Not for lack of sympathy
for those whose tears and pleading
turned her silence to their despair.

She simply had nothing to say
to a world in which
such things can happen.



“Gathering Petition Signatures”

Sharon Scholl

The elderly I can’t forgive;
how they shuffle up like gray cranes
poisoned on pollution,
how they peruse the proposal
and declare it futile.

Too many defeats, too many
passionate ideals gone to seed.
They care too much about being fooled
to care about being foolish.
Whatever the idea, it will cost too much.

I want to yell at them, SIGN
because you have lost so much,
because you enable the robbery,
because you need to be angry.
Sign because you aren’t dead yet.


Copyright©2016 by Sharon Scholl – All Rights Reserved

Thursday, December 8, 2016

Protest Series - More from J.K. Zimmerman

“The Bad Rappin' of D-Rap Da Donald aka Li'l Hands”

James K. Zimmerman

(as performed live on YouTube
with DJ Micky P and Kellyanne Da Con)

Yo! (beat) Let's go! (beat)
Lemme hear ya say no to Mexico!
Do it, yo! (beat) Go low! (beat)
Lemme hear ya say no to Mexico!

I don't gimme no hugs
to the thugs with the drugs
gonna build me a wall
so straight, so tall
so beautiful! (beat)
so beautiful! (beat)

(beat) Give it up now!
Yo! (beat) Let's go! (beat)
Lemme hear ya say no to Mexico!
C'mon, yo! (beat) Go low! (beat)
Lemme hear ya say no to Mexico!

Make a fist (beat), make a fist! (beat)
Get rid of them Muslim terrorists!
Take 'em down (beat), bomb 'em out (beat)
y'all know every day what I'm talkin' about!

Say yo! (beat) Let's go! (beat)
Lemme hear ya say no to Mexico!
Do it, yo! (beat) Go low! (beat)
Lemme hear ya say no to Mexico!

Put your hands up! (beat)
Put your hands up! (beat)
Put your hands up! (beat)
Put your hands up! (beat)

I can catch any bitch
by the tits or the snatch
I can take it so far 'cause
y'know I'm a star!

Believe it! (beat)
Show me love now! (beat)
Believe it! (beat)
Show me love now! (beat)

An' say yo! (beat) Let's go! (beat)
Lemme hear ya say no to Mexico!
Say yo! (beat) Go low! (beat)
Lemme hear ya say no to Mexico!

Stand up! (beat) Stand up! (beat)
Put the cuffs on Crooked Hillary
'cause she lies (beat), no surprise (beat)
don't give 'er no bail, she be rottin' in jail!

Put your hands up! (beat)
Put your hands up! (beat)
Put your hands up! (beat)
Put your hands up! (beat)

An' say yo! (beat) Let's go! (beat)
Lemme hear ya say no to Mexico!
Do it, yo! (beat) Go low! (beat)
Lemme hear ya say no to Mexico!

Give it up now! (beat)
Give it up! (beat)
Put your hands up (beat)
for America!

Give it up now! (beat)
Give it up! (beat)
Put your hands up (beat)
for America!

(Fade to white)



“Charleston”

James K. Zimmerman

they accepted you
with grace in their midst
though your face

was not like theirs, your need
was not like theirs, and with you

they prayed for an hour
or more, ‘til the dark

in your heart opened up
their blood flowing free

and the walls cried out
with every shot, the pews

crumpled in pain, the street
wept red in the gutter

it was all of us
dying, we were all
of us dying, all of us

dying last night



Copyright©2016 by James K. Zimmerman – All Rights Reserved